Tuesday, December 21, 2010

play.err

I wish you pain.
That you may appreciate.
I wish you hate.
So you can feel.
I wish you tears.
That you may smile.
Agony.
That you rise.
May you feel loneliness.
So thank company.
Be troubled.
And know there's help.
May you be blind.
To remember what you see.
Find death.
So to live.
I wish you sorrow.
That you be strong.
I want you lost.
So you can cry.
I want you tortured.
And seek salvation.
May you be in hell.
That you may wish heaven.
I wish you rejection.
That you may value.
I wish you evil.
That you do good.


Find her.
Know it's ME.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

strangle.me












heaven lasted only for a while.. only for a while
kissed me like the sun would turn black as coal, nevermind
you held me close..close to death
then my lips turned pale..i am in your arms















heart beats..once then twice
eyes fell on ice
you were cold












strangle me with words to say when no one else would listen
kill my soul my love for you as it fades~
out into the abyss i dare you to chase
strangle me... id rather not waste









come for me...i am running out of breath, uh-oh
rescue me..my feet are turning red..turning red
my chest it burns while i reach for you...
tell me now tell me now... then please









here i am..my feelings buried deep... for you
take my hand... i want to know it's true, ohhhh
tell me once again .. my name...i see
words cannot express this mystery
i am with you yet i am all













ALONE.